Friday, November 25, 2011

November Rain.

I've got to say, I never expected November to pass by that quickly. Just 5 more days and we'll be in the final month of 2011! Am I excited? Yes. Am I worried? No. Of course, 2011 for me was shitty for the most part.. But only because of the stupid decisions that I've made. I've made a few great decisions too though...

Ahhh.. Well, update update!

This year's birthday was.. I don't know. No words can describe how happy and loved I felt. No. Words. J told me he was going to end work at 10pm and he wanted me to go pick him up. I thought he was going to bring me somewhere and have supper or something but never (ever, not a bit) did I expect him having prepared a surprise birthday celebration. He told me to go over at 9pm, he said he could go off early because it was my birthday. (Ya, right!) I actually believed him...! So I called him after I reached and he told me to just come into the restaurant.

The service staff led me in like they were expecting me and then I knew he prepared something for me. I was, honestly, really nervous because I didn't know what to expect. J was standing by the door of the room with roses. He was jumping up and down, he seemed more nervous than me! When I saw what was in the room, the only thing I kept telling myself is, "You CANNOT cry now because there are a lot of people watching!!!!"




So what was in the room that almost made me burst into tears? Lots of balloons. Balloons with birthday wishes from every staff at his work place that day. Service staff, kitchen staff, manager and even the washing staff. There were about 30 balloons in 4 different languages, English, Chinese, Malay and Japanese. He said if he had more time, he would've asked the customers to write me something too. It was so difficult to hold my tears back. I just hugged him really tightly because I knew that if I were to say anything I would just burst out crying like a baby.




He also gave this to me and I immediately said, "做么会写错字的?" then he laughed and said, "Oi, 不用讲出来的 right?!" I still smile a lot to myself whenever I see this photo.




He told me he chose an apple-shaped cake because I like apple. (Not the fruit, the other apple.) Was the thought cute? Extremely. :)




I say nasty things when I'm mad but I never meant any of it.
And there really is no one else I'd rather be with.